About Me

03.02.91

I'm new to this blogging thing so bare with me. I guess i can be pretty nice. I live in wonderland. I dont know what i want to be when i grow up but thats okay, i'd rather take everyday as it goes by. I highly dislike fake people & wasps.

"Drive until you loose the road"
I just woke up and its early so i feel pretty tired. I had this awesome dream but it went away when i woke up. I cant remember what it was about, dont you just hate when that happens. We might be getting a kitten :D I'll be sure to add a picture of its cute face, as soon as possible. Starting to get the hang of blogger, but i'm really annoyed. The person who reccomended it to me, just deleted there account. They promised to make a new one though which is still pretty cool. Got results day in 7 days, times just ticking away and most of us are pretty damn scared, including me! School life just happened so fast, still cant believe half the people are leaving. I guess five years zoom past without you realising, these days are too good to be true and one day you will have to walk away. I met a really awesome person called... well i cant remember her name to be honest... =| bad memory... her blog is amazing, its really just a rant about the world of today, its so true and it just really makes you think... where will we all be in 20 years time?
I have always been a film freak, i love all types of movies. I can go on and on and on about them. I love old-school movies, like the godfather & shawshanks redemption. Then thers million dollar baby, Italian job, Layer cake, Batman [dark knight] & 300. From step up to never back down. Ooh love movies, i'm not a fan of titanic but i like the notebook & atonement. Comedys; Borat! I like ;D & white boys cant jump. Then theres the shows, i love series!! I love lost, sawyer is so funny & the whole story line is crazy enough to love. Prison break; got to admit season 3 finale was rubbish but ow well. & then theres heroes, sylar & peter for the win! & obviously friends <3 joe is hilarious. Oh i'll think i'll go watch a movie now!
Watching a crappy sunset, well its actually quite nice... pink into blue, not so bright. Well heard A-level students got there results yesterday, with 97% passing. which is great to hear, best of luck to them all. Well it just made me realise that from september i'm going to be in there steps. It was just like yesterday when i was back in primary school, playing tig without a care in the world, but then reality hits you hard & guess what it hurts. But anyway i guess we all have to move on sooner or later, i'd rather it would be later but i guess you cant change things that have happened.
Dont ever regret anything that once made you smile. Okey results day in 2 days, wow, pretty much shit scared. I've been sort of watching the olympics, & all the media coverage covering it. Rafael nadal won gold, and fair play to him... well deserved it and now hes going to be the worlds number one on ratings. (he's always been in my opinion) Everything you need is already inside apparently. Desire. They are stories of triumph. Heartbreak. Passion. Power. They are moments defined not by victories or losses but by heroism displayed. If we set our minds on it we can do it too. "i've got a soul, but i'm not a soilder" ~ all the things that i've done. Inspiration? Where does it come from? It comes from the heart. Motivation. Strength. Live your life with arms wide open :)
What is worth sacrificing? & how do you know you've made the right decision? Even if sometimes your decisions are right there wrong in other peoples eyes. Because the line between right and wrong is as thin as a spiders web. Summer holidays are ending ): Back to school soon. Hmmm. blogs are getting shorter i know... thanks for telling me Ann. Do what you love, fuck everything else. Oh look at the mess we've made tonight X. Live for today, cus tomorrow may never come & yesterday is history. =D
There is nothing stronger than a childs imagination. How do you pay for previous mistakes? ... Anyways just heard there was a plane crash in spain, 150 people presummed dead. Results day tomorrow. Will write more later hopefully... Watching a movie.

For now heres an amazing poem i found in a book called addicted by tony adams. Man in the glass.

When you get what you want in your struggle for self
And the world makes you king for a day
Just go to the mirror and look at yourself
And see what that man has to say.

For it isn't your father, or mother, or wife
Whose judgment upon you must pass
The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the one staring back from the glass.

He's the fellow to please ' never mind all the rest
For he's with you, clear to the end
And you've passed your most difficult, dangerous test
If the man in the glass is your friend.

You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years
And get pats on the back as you pass
But your final reward will be heartache and tears
If you've cheated the man in the glass.




How do you adapt to change? Maybe its a small change? or maybe its a big one? Whatever it is, it will affect you weather it is big or small. just started 16+ better start then i expected, tutor group [16.1] were quite nice. Although i do miss 11.7, nothing can beat that, & obviously tutor of 4 years, ms waseme. Havent blogged in sometime, been busy and lazy. Results were okey, even though everyone told me mines were good. I guess whats meant to be will always find it way. You cant fight fate, whatever happens, happens.


Its not too late its never too late. Chase your dreams. Live the life you've imagined & fly high, reach for the moon and even if you dont get there you'll fall on the stars. Remember happiness is free, Lifes short, live laugh and love, forgive & forget... because lifes too short to be living with regret. laugh your heart out, dance in the rain, cherish every moment & ignore the pain. :D turn your anger into lust. Life is a test, move around the obsticals on the road to where dreams come true and you will pass.


You know life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what your going to get. And thats the great thing about life, looking at back at your short life sometimes makes you think, everythings worth it. I always knew looking back at the tears would make me laugh, but i never knew looking back at the laughs would make me cry. Life, its a weird thing, it flashes by without you even noticing, so dont look back look forward. Enjoy the fucking ride, because its way too short to think about 'what ifs' You make mistakes, everyone does, no-ones perfect, learn to move on, to forgive & forget, and just look forward because every day is delicate. Precious. Because days fly by without you noticing, and dont waste time regretting things that you cant change because nothing can ever bring back time. so smile! Live, Laugh & love. And dont worry about other people... there not worth it.

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